Long day

It’s been a long day without my friend.. Had a long day with yours dreams and trash. I do miss you and care for you but deep I know you don’t. You are friend and I m yours but there’s you have others as friends too and I m still a stranger’s to them. It’s been a long day without you my friend. It’s been years to friends and months to stranger and I don’t think so but you don’t know what to say. It’s complicated and suffocatend but what do I get to lose you either. The long texting and annoying caring I m craving for it each day. It’s a long day without my friend . What should I do to let you know that I’m not going to be without you. Had a day without my friend (me)